Life is a Bitch.

Friday, February 13, 2004'♥

kinda been a long tym since i last updated
lazy worz..
tmr valentine dae
but sigh..
i had 2 wear a fucking mask 2 work coz i dunch wan ppl 2 noes how i'm feeling deep down..

Zombie@2/13/2004 11:54:00 PM

Monday, February 09, 2004'♥

e whole world is lyk quitting can..
1st waihao den my demon alex den now shawn...
oh my god..
sianz..
sick agn...saw mag at kfc den she went lyk u sick agn?!
hahaz..i lyk lost count how mani tyms i fall sick while working in isetan le..
pathetic..
should haf listened 2 dem n let go o it long ago..
but guess its still not 2 late..
i'm heading 2wards a new direction..
n hope u can b out o my hart thoroughly real soon
i noe i can do it..
=p

Zombie@2/09/2004 10:58:00 PM

Thursday, February 05, 2004'♥

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Zombie@2/05/2004 11:43:00 PM

'♥

2dae w.h last dae o work..
din expect he sign e leta juz lyk tt..
mayb it will do all o us gud..
but guess its rather stupid..
sighz..
will miz e irritating voice n craziness frm him

Zombie@2/05/2004 12:25:00 AM

Sunday, February 01, 2004'♥

I can't sleep
everything i ever knew
is a lie, without you
I can't breathe
When my heart is broke in two
There's no beat
Without you
You're not gone, but you're not here
Is that the way it seems tonight
I don't wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And as lonely as it's in my heart
Wont let me be apart from you
I don't wanna have to try
to live without you in my life
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight
Cause i don't wanna fight, no more
How can I live
When everything that I adore
And everything I'm living for
Boy it's in you
I can't dream
Sleepless nights have got me by
The only dream I've ever had
Is being with you
I made a bet, i made a vow
That i will never let you go
I mean it then, i mean it now
And i wanna tell you so

Zombie@2/01/2004 10:34:00 PM